Future

Lisa, I feel so bad right now. I never wanted anything but to be with you
and love you the rest of my life. I wish we knew how important it was to
communicate with each other over the past years. I think we are both guilty
of not communicating. It is easier to talk to some besides each other about
certain things because of certain expectations or assumptions that have been
built up over our portion of a lifetime together. It hurts to now clearly
understand this after things have happened.

I am scared of you moving in with Chris because I fear that we both may
accept it as final. I don't want it to be that and I want us to genuinely
work on this relationship. I want us to talk and do things together. You
are my one true love.